Man. It feels like it's been so long since I've been here. I've been doing better and worse all at the same time. I've gotten a job, which is fantastic. 3 months into the job, I have people spreading rumours about me and more or less trying to make me quit. So...that's been a freaking waterfall of fuckery. I had surgery about 3 weeks ago, best decision I've ever made. My recovery process has been going smoothly with little to no complications. For those of you wandering, breast cancer. Yes...I had it. HAD. Shit is gone now. I've been in the works of working with a friend and getting a great desk job. I need the desk job because my leg/knee has gotten worse. Thrice in the last 2 days my knee, both left and right, has popped back and almost broke in that direction. It's been horrid. The pain has been keeping me awake and pain killers haven't been touching it. I've turned to recreational drugs (Marijuana) to help with the pain and I've been doing much better since that. Not to mention it's been helping with my sypmtoms for my mental illnesses. I start seeing a therapist/psychiatrist soon. So that's even further help for my issues. Diagnosed with ADHD -inattentive type so..I've gone undiagnosed and suffered from that from gods know how many freaking years. I'm getting help and I'm getting better. That's all that really matters. I thank you guys for not kicking me from the clan because you guys have been such a great community and team to me. I really appreciate everything everyone has done. I am going to resume playing very soon!