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Aug 2, 2013
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The day that someone comes to me and is afraid to talk to me because im an officer is a scary day indeed to everyone here I started as a private too, sure i may not be one now but i was just like you all new to the clan wanted to make friends and game. I understand where a lot of you new members come from when you join a room with a leader or general, its a bit weird and nerve racking but its okay i can vouch for a great part of this community that were all very chill people tbh it was [MENTION=54096]ChaosKnightI[/MENTION] who brought this to my attention, he was afraid to stay in the room with a bunch of us officers and i just talked to him asked him how he found fever and made him feel welcome here. We are all people when i join a room i dont talk to people thinking that your any higher or lesser then me i talk to you as my friend a gamer someone who just wants to talk and i get that tbh i just wanna talk too make friends act stupid sometimes and get a good laugh in and I am always telling people your welcome here so never let rank get in the way for why your really here to make this clan your gaming home
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I'm sorry to make you worry.

See, this whole worry thing followed me from the old community I was in where the leadership was always demanding of me for everything I did - and for good reason. I was very stupid back then, I made mistakes that I know shouldn't be forgiven, I was just a piece of trash that had to go about it alone, and was always a bother to everyone. Hence why, at least with the leadership, I didn't want to make myself look like an absolute idiot, and I wanted to maintain a friendly relationship with everyone, even [MENTION=1]Bogo[/MENTION] who was in the room at the time. I just didn't want to be hated again, I don't value staff higher than anyone else and I'm very insecure but I think everyone can understand I'm just a bit biased towards them because they've probably earned it through being useful and mature, something which I'm not, but I try to pretend I am, and I look up to them and I don't want them to hate me, of course I'd be scared, I don't want to make a mistake and lose everyone's respect just by talking... I don't want to go through the pain of settling in and then saying goodbye later...
If I have to be completely honest, I wanted to be extra careful with Bogo because he's the leader here and if we end up disliking each other there will be no reason for me to be here, I know as a leader he's probably very busy with the clan and I just don't want to be the same bother to everyone that I've been all my life, there's many people I already have a bond with and I don't want to have to leave them behind because I was stupid and made an idiot of myself in front of the clan leader, same goes for all the other people with an L, or even an O on their shield in TS...
I feel really bad now because I am the reason that you had to waste your time comforting me, and I'm just the same bother I've been all my life... But thank you, [MENTION=27996]Ghost[/MENTION], and not only you, but everyone who told me "no problem" in that room, even Bogo, thank you all for accepting me... I feel like I can finally say I have a place I actually fit in for once, and I feel like some day I might open up and not be hated just because I'm annoying and never stop talking...

Thank you all. I love this place already. :)

P.S.: I know this post probably doesn't make a lot of sense. I'm horrible at words. I'm sorry.
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May 4, 2015
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I feel really bad now because I am the reason that you had to waste your time comforting me, and I'm just the same bother I've been all my life...

P.S.: I know this post probably doesn't make a lot of sense. I'm horrible at words. I'm sorry.
Ah, I really don't think [MENTION=27996]Ghost[/MENTION] felt like he was "wasting his time" by writing that (really good) post.
I can understand your thoughts at some point, but the better you'll hopefully notice that such excessive "caution" isn't really necessary here.
I mean: In the end we're all the same, we're all gamers that're trying to have fun (at least I think that^^).

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Feb 10, 2011
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Its an ongoing issue which i hope will change in the years to come. From my experience, i've had people both officers and members come to me about questions they have and i have no problem answering them. Just hit me up. :)


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Dec 28, 2013
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Don't be shy, come closer, and let us hear that sexy voice. :congratulatory:



Sep 18, 2014
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I hope you officers are equally un-afraid to come to me with questions as well. I mean, sure, I am THE Esh, but that doesn't make me unapproachable I hope.


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this is nice

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